2006-09-24 - 11:54 p.m.
The usual ... been awhile.
I think I'm writing here cause well on myspace.. people will end up reading it.
Have you ever looked in the mirror and could no longer recognize yourself. I mean ya the face changes, the wrinkles deeped, but the eyes..
they no longer look like the eyes you remember. The twinkle is missing, the mischief is no longer there. You see stress, worry, and pain.
You see 9-5. Working only for money to pay bills.
I'm so happy to be doing a show again but there is something missing. Like I'm not doing it for the love but more just to be who I am. To keep me sane. To keep me in contact with living human beings.
I have so much more going on but.... the words are no longer there.
Like the soul is still there but the spirit left.
Does anyone one know what I'm saying??
